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Sometimes You Just Gotta...

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 12:19 PM
...Put A Brave Face On!

Music
That’s what I’m doing. Just next Tuesday I’ll have to put a brave face on, and face some of the school, present and conduct to them three pieces of music which I have taught to kids. And with just four days left to rehearse I’m absolutely losing my mind. On a good day the choir has 15 children, on a normal day it has 8 and on a bad day it has 5. You get to a point where you know that the piece sounds good, but you want the timing, the harmonies and the appearance to be perfect. You want volume but don’t want to sacrifice quality...you want something to be proud of. And today I almost shouted at the kids who bothered to turn up to rehearsal because none of them would listen.

Me. Shout. It takes a lot for me to shout. I suppose it’s just the realisation that I’m the only one putting 110% into it. In all honesty, the team I was working with were a shambles and we couldn’t even decide on songs till late last week. I only finished re-arranging the instrumental piece today, and the first rehearsal is tomorrow (but with instruments I think it’s just feeling comfortable, as the music is in front of them and they can all read music). The band piece (‘We are Broken – Paramore’ for an acoustic choice and to show we can do more then get sixth formers to shred the guitar) is almost a last cause due to our guitarists inability to change from an Em to a B. I’m overreacting because all of it will pull together and it will sound ok.

But I don’t want it to sound ok. I want it to sound amazing; I want it to sound perfect. I want every musician/singer to come off that stage feeling relieved, happy and proud not just satisfactory. I want my kids coming away feeling glad that they took part in the performance, not bullied into it. Because I’m telling them they sound great (they do) but they just don’t seem to be believing it and its driving me nuts. From little things like not smiling, not moving to the music, to massive things like being too scared or too lazy to belt out their harmonies. Next choir rehearsal is Friday, I have warned kids, I have sent out notes, I have written massive messages on white boards. If I only get the loyal 5 I know I will break down in front of them. But how else am I supposed to get people involved and singing to song properly in four days? How?!

Other News

ADDICTED TO SOUL EATER. OMG WHY DID I NOT WATCH IT BEFORE?! Another thing to distract me from school work ‘woo-hoo~!’

Cosplay Plans

I’ve had a couple I want to do, so I’ll jot them on a list, more for myself than anyone else.
Death the Kid (Soul Eater) – Christmas Meet/Possibly May Expo 2010
Anti-Sora (KH2) – Midlands Expo Feb 2010
Secret Cosplay – May Expo 2010
Full Armour Moria Orc (LOTR) – Possibly Oct Expo 2010
Poison Ivy (Batman) – LFCC 2010 (depends on whether I’m in Croatia or not)
Blair (Soul Eater) – Event Unknown
Guildery Lockhart Duelling Outfit (Harry Potter) – Event Unknown
Saix (KH2) – Event Unknown
Sage Mode Naruto (Naruto) – Event Unknown

Death the Kid is actually only a possibility as I’m completely unsure as to which SE character would suit me; I’m torn between Maka, Death and Soul. I plan on doing Blair after shedding a bit more weight and re-toning my legs up to scratch (Nya~) but I really wanna do an SE character soon, which one do you think?

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Loneliness, Strangers, Fish, Realleh Fat People, Casual Cosplays and Bigger Female Crossplayers Who Don't Bind!!

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  • Favourite movie: History Boys, Repo! The Genetic Opera
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore, Nickelback, Alice in Chains, Dixie Chicks
  • Favourite genre of music: County&Western, Jazz, Blues and Rock.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Holly Black
  • Favourite photographer: Sebastian Szwajczak
  • Favourite style of art: Disney-style
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Favourite game: Eternal Sonata, KH2, DMC4 and RockBand2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PSP or XBox360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Grimmjow, Luxord, Naruto, Neuro & Tokito
  • Personal Quote: "Dove from Above~"
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:iconcrimsonwingsl:
~CrimsonWingsL Nov 6, 2009, 10:16:26 AM
so YOU where gildroy...
This was the random person taking pictures for you on sunday~
The fai cosplayer~

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*Emi-zone Oct 27, 2009, 3:11:25 PM
Hia 8D
Thankies for the watch~ =D

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Zidane of ~FinalFantasyIX-UK
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~MikeJenks Oct 27, 2009, 12:22:14 PM
Thanks for the watch Gilderoy~ 8D
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*Aacura Sep 9, 2009, 8:58:42 AM
RAWR!!! 8D

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DJ, you'll always have a special place between my legs XD

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Co-founder of ~BakaBayoPro with *DaniJade
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~xTabDancerx Sep 13, 2009, 12:37:34 AM
Hullo C:

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*Aacura Sep 13, 2009, 12:39:54 AM
Hiiiiiiii XD

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Run, Flee, FLAIL!!!

DJ, you'll always have a special place between my legs XD

Co-founder of ~CosplayCymru with *DaniJade
Co-founder of ~UberHyperProductions with ~AmzUchiha
Co-founder of ~BakaBayoPro with *DaniJade
:iconaxel-kanon:
~Axel-Kanon Sep 8, 2009, 12:20:12 PM
i founds you 8D

if u dont know who this is with the username as a dead give away u fail xD

hi ~paws at arm~

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Ciel Phantomhive
Nanao Ise
Mitsukuni Haninozuka
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~xTabDancerx Sep 13, 2009, 12:38:14 AM
PISS OFF PUSSY >C
xD
-punt-

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~Axel-Kanon Sep 13, 2009, 12:48:49 AM
lololol "meow" XD

... what is this video u said about with me and glow fight??? D<

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Ciel Phantomhive
Nanao Ise
Mitsukuni Haninozuka
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~xTabDancerx Sep 13, 2009, 1:13:33 AM
Its on my phone xD

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